i am truly very worn out and tired. seriously not kidding when i say i feel like forty. at least my metabolism shows it as well.
i’m just thankful that gramms is getting better, albeit very weak still. i haven’t had a full good rest since like forever, so i hope she just gets well before i fall sick.
soon, marissa will enter the family of five plus three. and in some ways, i’m glad that finally we have some help, although i can only say it came a little too late? still and nonetheless, some is better than none.
for two consecutive weeks, i have lost my life. i haven’t done ANYTHING that i usually do on weekends and it’s called a burnout. yet, there are people who can enjoy their lives and live their holidays. my wits have an end to it which is drawing near. maybe that’s the reason why i’m snapping up so much. too tired.
i need sleep.
