why so busy, people ask. but what people don’t get is what i can’t explain; or rather, don’t feel the need to explain. there are those, who complain about having too little holidays; there are those, who complain about having nothing to do; there are those, who complain about having too little money. but, what are those – really?

we all seek material pleasures whether they actually do come up in form or not. the past few months have been a turn in tide, where life has been turned upside down. and yet, there are idiots who just don’t get it.

like i said, we all seek material pleasures. but why is it that when people get what they want, they just have to want some more? as human as we are, can’t we just be more satisfied with what we have rather than to keep wanting or keep trying to find ways to want something? 

in the past one month, i have learnt the shamelessness of the human face; how disgusting even the closest people are, and how selfish generally everyone is – myself included. who’s to say, we’re all fighting for the same right to survive. it’s just about who’s surviving better and who’s outlasting the next person. 

there are people who make empty promises and pretend to be at the best in front of people who may provide them benefits they seek, and there are people who just don’t care. overall, i got the chance to witness both the sides at its best. and i can only express my disappointment.

i’m not pleased that society has cultivated such negative behaviours out of any average person. in fact, i think there’s something deathly wrong that has resulted in this in the first place.

with the kind of educators around nowadays, i’m not surprised the next breed will just turn out worse.